new chapter...

hi rose,

hope you are surviving finals week! as for me, still trying to get past the pain of last week. it was a horrendous ending. ugly to put it mildly. i have good moments and then some really awful moments and it's quite hard to stop the internal chatter.

i found part-time work at my old job. i'll be at the ala moana store. i'm happy that i don't have to go into that toxic work environment anymore. so that takes a ton of stress. that said, now i have a new issues! where will i find the money to pay my bills and medical, etc. i'm trying to get the jewelry thing going and just doing guerilla marketing wherever i go. tell everyone what i do. hopefully, that can take up the slack.

this is all laying foundation for school this fall. i want to go full-time so part-time work is what i'll need to do. of course, i'm questioning my decisions. i'm not exactly in a sensible state of mind with the breakup and all. but i am just trying to keep my long-term goals in mind.

will i survive? deep down, i know i can do this. and i know we can manifest abundance.

and haha...met a couple of guys already! this time, friends first. no rushing headfirst anymore. do you see anything happening? will i remain single again for 6 years? my focus is school though...

thank you...

love and light and peace,
kath(4/8/62)