and overwhelmed. mostly, because i have no idea where i want to be in this life. i know i want to help others. i feel as if i'm supposed to be doing something "meaningful". not the mundane. am i just being a big baby?
needing direction-
kat
klp 4/8/62
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Your Long Lost Rose Has Returned
Aloha Boardies ! Beautiful Star Lights!
Long time no "see". What have I been up to? Loving my kids and grandchildren, working nurse full time helping addicts, paying bills, volunteering to help recovering addicts, visiting recovering addicts in prison carrying a message of hope (helloooo it's the drugs that got you here!), being a loving girlfriend (cooking!) and sister, registering for school, being a cat mom, being a friend, meditating, praying, smudging, celebrating anniversaries and birthdays, looking at new cars, helping the police catch bad guys, surfing legal problems with the woman who is trying to steal my domain name, typing with sore nails because I haven't found the time to get my nails re-done, measuring the size of my grey roots, doing positive affirmations, canceling travel plans, making travel plans, being a caring soul, a soft touch, and a shoulder to cry on. So who have I left out?? YOU my precious Ones! It has been SO long since I posted. Thanks to those who sent inquiring emails, I am fine just b-u-s-y. I figured to add to all of this I would get a college degree and plan on being the world's oldest woman to get a doctorate. Okay so the non-vegetarian b.f. had to teach me how to make hot dogs but I am a master at pastas and vegetarian dishes. The magic words in my kitchen are "take-out".
So this is what I am doing, happy, joyous and free, sucking the delicious juice out of this berry we call life. Now, on to your questions and comments.
I love you all for your continued encouragement and support.
xoxox ~R
Long time no "see". What have I been up to? Loving my kids and grandchildren, working nurse full time helping addicts, paying bills, volunteering to help recovering addicts, visiting recovering addicts in prison carrying a message of hope (helloooo it's the drugs that got you here!), being a loving girlfriend (cooking!) and sister, registering for school, being a cat mom, being a friend, meditating, praying, smudging, celebrating anniversaries and birthdays, looking at new cars, helping the police catch bad guys, surfing legal problems with the woman who is trying to steal my domain name, typing with sore nails because I haven't found the time to get my nails re-done, measuring the size of my grey roots, doing positive affirmations, canceling travel plans, making travel plans, being a caring soul, a soft touch, and a shoulder to cry on. So who have I left out?? YOU my precious Ones! It has been SO long since I posted. Thanks to those who sent inquiring emails, I am fine just b-u-s-y. I figured to add to all of this I would get a college degree and plan on being the world's oldest woman to get a doctorate. Okay so the non-vegetarian b.f. had to teach me how to make hot dogs but I am a master at pastas and vegetarian dishes. The magic words in my kitchen are "take-out".
So this is what I am doing, happy, joyous and free, sucking the delicious juice out of this berry we call life. Now, on to your questions and comments.
I love you all for your continued encouragement and support.
xoxox ~R
Friday, May 19, 2006
Metaphysical Consultant
Aloha Rose, How are you? I haven't been on the board for quite a while.
1) I'm planning on taking the lsat in september/december? Do you see me taking a prep course during the summer, taking the test in september/december time frame, and scoring well enoughto go to make law school admission (dlc 4-22-66)?
2) My son (msc 2-27-85) and his wife, are having some serious marriage issues, mainly in my opinion, because they really don't know each other. Will his marriage work out? He claims he went to find out what their future holds and was told they would be alright and they would have two more children, one of them being a girl? Will his current family stay in tact? She's told her family so many ugly things, her version of what she want them to know, she's not telling them what her heart wants because her mother runs her thoughts and words. Will they make it?
I pray a safe, blessed and wonderful holiday weekend coming up for you?
Namaste,
Mobet
1) I'm planning on taking the lsat in september/december? Do you see me taking a prep course during the summer, taking the test in september/december time frame, and scoring well enoughto go to make law school admission (dlc 4-22-66)?
2) My son (msc 2-27-85) and his wife, are having some serious marriage issues, mainly in my opinion, because they really don't know each other. Will his marriage work out? He claims he went to find out what their future holds and was told they would be alright and they would have two more children, one of them being a girl? Will his current family stay in tact? She's told her family so many ugly things, her version of what she want them to know, she's not telling them what her heart wants because her mother runs her thoughts and words. Will they make it?
I pray a safe, blessed and wonderful holiday weekend coming up for you?
Namaste,
Mobet
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Work and Work Again
Hi Rose,
Anyway about work, well it has happened again. Looking for new people to work in the office. MK (4/10/70) called my cell to tell me that she is not coming back . Surprised that she called the cell and not the office. Did not give a reason. Do you know why she is not coming back? Another is also leaving SF 4/13/74. We are sad that we are constantly looking for help. Dont know if it is us or if it is just because. I want to have the answer so things will be better in the office. So very tired of finding someone. So very tired of it all. Do you know when the next one will come? Thanks for your help. SW 6/19/63
Anyway about work, well it has happened again. Looking for new people to work in the office. MK (4/10/70) called my cell to tell me that she is not coming back . Surprised that she called the cell and not the office. Did not give a reason. Do you know why she is not coming back? Another is also leaving SF 4/13/74. We are sad that we are constantly looking for help. Dont know if it is us or if it is just because. I want to have the answer so things will be better in the office. So very tired of finding someone. So very tired of it all. Do you know when the next one will come? Thanks for your help. SW 6/19/63
Monday, May 15, 2006
Jobs
Rose,I like the people I work with the job itself is boringI put in for transfer I found out on Friday thatI have to wait until I finish probation which is 9 months until I transferThe job I applied for transfer was a job thatI would help people get jobs which is something I love to doIt would be at my building , and same floorI used to work atwith my former supervisor still thereShe is currentlly making trouble for my former co-workerwho is vollunteering in another office in the same building,same floorMy new supervisor is exact opposite of my former bossin faact I have had silimar situations with my new supervisortha i had with my former supervisor,with opposite results.I can almost feel complete circle formingMy probation ended on June 19,2006Do you see me changing jobs this year?Love,T
Rose,I like the people I work with the job itself is boringI put in for transfer I found out on Friday thatI have to wait until I finish probation which is 9 months until I transferThe job I applied for transfer was a job thatI would help people get jobs which is something I love to doIt would be at my building , and same floorI used to work atwith my former supervisor still thereShe is currentlly making trouble for my former co-workerwho is vollunteering in another office in the same building,same floorMy new supervisor is exact opposite of my former bossin faact I have had silimar situations with my new supervisortha i had with my former supervisor,with opposite results.I can almost feel complete circle formingMy probation ended on June 19,2006Do you see me changing jobs this year?Love,T
Sunday, May 14, 2006
There is something about him
Hi Rose,
I want to wish you a very Happy Mother's Day. :) For Mother's Day I bought a bouquet of Peonys for mom. My favorite flower. Mom liked them a lot and they made her happy. I like to see her happy. I hope you have a wonderful day with your family.
Anyway, I met someone who intrigues me. There is something nice and comforting about him. I don't know why but I keep thinking that there are so many similarities in our backgrounds and interests that I think that he is here for a reason. Were we in a past life together or something? What do you think of DC 4/23/58.
I am also supposed to meet someone named Thomas '56 not sure about the other details except that he is an architect. He seem pretty interesting too however I do not know too much about him. Any insight? Funny how the universe is, it is either feast or famine. lol
Aloha,
Rainymist sw 6/19/63
I want to wish you a very Happy Mother's Day. :) For Mother's Day I bought a bouquet of Peonys for mom. My favorite flower. Mom liked them a lot and they made her happy. I like to see her happy. I hope you have a wonderful day with your family.
Anyway, I met someone who intrigues me. There is something nice and comforting about him. I don't know why but I keep thinking that there are so many similarities in our backgrounds and interests that I think that he is here for a reason. Were we in a past life together or something? What do you think of DC 4/23/58.
I am also supposed to meet someone named Thomas '56 not sure about the other details except that he is an architect. He seem pretty interesting too however I do not know too much about him. Any insight? Funny how the universe is, it is either feast or famine. lol
Aloha,
Rainymist sw 6/19/63
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Happy Mother's Day
To All Moms
Have a great day
You deserve it
you have the toughest job in the world
Love.T
Is this possible?
Hi Rose.....My best friend and I are trying to figure out my lack of relationship/marriage. We both are wondering if i could possibly have a curse on myself..????? Does that sound weird? I am going to be 42 this year in August, and have never married, thought i was going to a couple times, then the whole relationship just vanishes. If i do have a curse, how can someone get rid of it..? What i really want is someone to settle down with , trust, rely on when i need to, most of all to Love and be loved back. The only thing that i think could be going against me is, Im overweight, not extreme. Men flirt and stare at me, but thats it....SMB 8-12-64
Friday, May 12, 2006
Hilo Events
Hi Rose,
Tasha,mom and i came back from Hilo. Mom complained the whole time. I had some interesting visions. From the plane ride there I saw angel wings on windows, angels all over Hilo and Kona.
Two nights I mediatated i saw Mary and she walked towards me. Then she walked in me, I felt her in Heart Chaka and iit vibrated. As that was happening,I felt as if something was put in my mouth and like communion being fed to me.
This morning I mediatated in Hilo before we left and I saw fairy also flying toward me athen me me. Heart chaka vibrated agian
Can you tell me what is going on with the mediatations. i am not using tape or cd just quiet time outside
Love,t
Tasha,mom and i came back from Hilo. Mom complained the whole time. I had some interesting visions. From the plane ride there I saw angel wings on windows, angels all over Hilo and Kona.
Two nights I mediatated i saw Mary and she walked towards me. Then she walked in me, I felt her in Heart Chaka and iit vibrated. As that was happening,I felt as if something was put in my mouth and like communion being fed to me.
This morning I mediatated in Hilo before we left and I saw fairy also flying toward me athen me me. Heart chaka vibrated agian
Can you tell me what is going on with the mediatations. i am not using tape or cd just quiet time outside
Love,t
Trying to remain centered ...
Aloha, Rose ~~~
Well, the big move to the Big Apple is just three (!) short weeks away. I know there are favorable forces at work (I can feel them), but I'm still nervous about the move, itself, and more than a little anxious about this entire "Leap of Faith."
Any suggestions for staying centered and "in the Flow" ???
Peace & Love --
Kaye ; )
Well, the big move to the Big Apple is just three (!) short weeks away. I know there are favorable forces at work (I can feel them), but I'm still nervous about the move, itself, and more than a little anxious about this entire "Leap of Faith."
Any suggestions for staying centered and "in the Flow" ???
Peace & Love --
Kaye ; )
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Work again and again
Hi Rose, Happy Belated Birthday!!! I hope you had a good one. Good on the move to be with someone again. It made me think that although we all want to do it by ourselves, that it is also nice to be helped too. Anyway about work, well it has happened again. Looking for new people to work in the office. MK (4/10/70) called my cell to tell me that she is not coming back . Surprised that she called the cell and not the office. Did not give a reason. Do you know why she is not coming back? Another is also leaving SF 4/13/74. We are sad that we are constantly looking for help. Dont know if it is us or if it is just because. I want to have the answer so things will be better in the office. So very tired of finding someone. So very tired of it all. Do you know when the next one will come? Thanks for your help. SW 6/19/63
Monday, May 08, 2006
A Better Place
A better place
+++++++++++++++++++
Each day is filled with opportunities to make the world a
better place. In any situation there are things you can do
to make life more positive and fulfilling for everyone.
You may not always receive recognition for doing so, but
that doesn't really matter. Because you, and everyone else,
will still benefit from the positive contributions you make
to the world.
When you are greeted with rudeness or indifference, give
back genuine courtesy, respect and understanding. Though it
may seem more natural to be rude in return, that creates no
value for anyone.
When someone hurts or disappoints you, find a way to respond
with forgiveness, kindness and peacefulness. Though you have
experienced pain, take care not to prolong that pain.
Ironically, the best thing you can do for yourself is to
move beyond your own selfish impulses and concerns. Seek to
make the world a better place for everyone, and in so doing
you'll discover the most effective ways to benefit your own
life.
With your thoughts, your actions, your attitude and your
spirit, you can make the world a better place, every day, in
every situation. Get in the habit of doing just that, and
you'll savor the rich rewards.
Ralph Marston
+++++++++++++++++++
Each day is filled with opportunities to make the world a
better place. In any situation there are things you can do
to make life more positive and fulfilling for everyone.
You may not always receive recognition for doing so, but
that doesn't really matter. Because you, and everyone else,
will still benefit from the positive contributions you make
to the world.
When you are greeted with rudeness or indifference, give
back genuine courtesy, respect and understanding. Though it
may seem more natural to be rude in return, that creates no
value for anyone.
When someone hurts or disappoints you, find a way to respond
with forgiveness, kindness and peacefulness. Though you have
experienced pain, take care not to prolong that pain.
Ironically, the best thing you can do for yourself is to
move beyond your own selfish impulses and concerns. Seek to
make the world a better place for everyone, and in so doing
you'll discover the most effective ways to benefit your own
life.
With your thoughts, your actions, your attitude and your
spirit, you can make the world a better place, every day, in
every situation. Get in the habit of doing just that, and
you'll savor the rich rewards.
Ralph Marston
In the Morning
When you arise in the morning, think what a precious privilege it is to live, to breath, to think, to enjoy, to love.
Marcus Aurelius
Marcus Aurelius
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Jobs
Rose,
I like the people I work with the job itself is boring
I put in for transfer I found out on Friday that
I have to wait until I finish probation which is 9 months until I transfer
The job I applied for transfer was a job that
I would help people get jobs which is something I love to do
It would be at my building , and same floorI used to work at
with my former supervisor still there
She is currentlly making trouble for my former co-worker
who is vollunteering in another office in the same building,same floor
My new supervisor is exact opposite of my former boss
in faact I have had silimar situations with my new supervisor
tha i had with my former supervisor,with opposite results.
I can almost feel complete circle forming
My probation ended on June 19,2006
Do you see me changing jobs this year?
Love,T
I like the people I work with the job itself is boring
I put in for transfer I found out on Friday that
I have to wait until I finish probation which is 9 months until I transfer
The job I applied for transfer was a job that
I would help people get jobs which is something I love to do
It would be at my building , and same floorI used to work at
with my former supervisor still there
She is currentlly making trouble for my former co-worker
who is vollunteering in another office in the same building,same floor
My new supervisor is exact opposite of my former boss
in faact I have had silimar situations with my new supervisor
tha i had with my former supervisor,with opposite results.
I can almost feel complete circle forming
My probation ended on June 19,2006
Do you see me changing jobs this year?
Love,T
Visions of Peace
Hi Rose,Today in my friend's car driving in Kaneohe on our way to Windward Mall. On the Koolau Mountains,I saw angels in various forms. I told her when we got to Windward Mall. So we went to Windward city mall, showed her one angel in Koolau mountains,then she saw one. As I got out of her car,I looked at Koolau,I saw figure of Sacred Heart with his arms outstretched.I told my friend about this,she said "Wow your visions are getting stronger. I got no messages from this visions. I felt peaceful and I got chicken skin. Later when we were in Ross' at Windward City Mall,we smelled flowers,She thought it was violets. We had just put flowers at her Grandmother's and Great Grandmother's grave at Greenhaven. I looked at her and said" They are saying Thank you." She agreed.Was there a message to my visions?Love,t
Hi Rose,Today in my friend's car driving in Kaneohe on our way to Windward Mall. On the Koolau Mountains,I saw angels in various forms. I told her when we got to Windward Mall. So we went to Windward city mall, showed her one angel in Koolau mountains,then she saw one. As I got out of her car,I looked at Koolau,I saw figure of Sacred Heart with his arms outstretched.I told my friend about this,she said "Wow your visions are getting stronger. I got no messages from this visions. I felt peaceful and I got chicken skin. Later when we were in Ross' at Windward City Mall,we smelled flowers,She thought it was violets. We had just put flowers at her Grandmother's and Great Grandmother's grave at Greenhaven. I looked at her and said" They are saying Thank you." She agreed.Was there a message to my visions?Love,t
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Happy Birthday
Aloha trevina
Happy Birthday my little Taurus. And to all of you Taurus' out there!
Belated happy birthday to Kaye and Kat the Aries girls.
love you lots
~R
Happy Birthday my little Taurus. And to all of you Taurus' out there!
Belated happy birthday to Kaye and Kat the Aries girls.
love you lots
~R
The natural law of change
Aloha Boardies
"Just as driving on the right side of the road gives us the freedom to go anywhere, so accepting the natural Law of constant change is our route to freedom."
Jack Kornfield
My life is constantly changing. Thought drives my feelings and controlling thoughts that are fear driven takes up a lot of time. I need to remember that it's natural for things to change and not to hold on and lose flexibility. The new man in my life has moved in with me and my 10 years of solitude (with Billy the cat) has come to an end. My job as a nurse has become tiring, the novelty of working full time has worn off. I now shop at Walmart instead of Macy's and I do very few readings. I don't know why my life moves this way now but I do know that acceptance is the key. Is my dream of working as a psychic gone completely? Have I created a paycheck to paycheck reality for myself? or is there a Higher reason?
I love you all
Rose
"Just as driving on the right side of the road gives us the freedom to go anywhere, so accepting the natural Law of constant change is our route to freedom."
Jack Kornfield
My life is constantly changing. Thought drives my feelings and controlling thoughts that are fear driven takes up a lot of time. I need to remember that it's natural for things to change and not to hold on and lose flexibility. The new man in my life has moved in with me and my 10 years of solitude (with Billy the cat) has come to an end. My job as a nurse has become tiring, the novelty of working full time has worn off. I now shop at Walmart instead of Macy's and I do very few readings. I don't know why my life moves this way now but I do know that acceptance is the key. Is my dream of working as a psychic gone completely? Have I created a paycheck to paycheck reality for myself? or is there a Higher reason?
I love you all
Rose
I almost died lol
OMG Rose,
last nite was a close 1. I almost caused a fight in the club. 2 guys - Marvin and the other was just a guy who talked 2 me for the 1st time last nite.
Marvin saw him talking to me, so he came over stood in the middle of us both and was like: y don't u leave this lady alone?, the guy was like: i'm not bothering her, just talking to her, tell him 'm not bothering you. Marvin was like: let him know u dealing with me.
Well at that point it started to look a lil serious there, so i quickly and discreetly paid my tab, made an excuse and told them both my cell had no signal in the club and i needed to get outside to use it, i then called a cab and went home.
That was close, sigh, didn't even have to use my stun gun lol
But what kills me is, i don't ask for any drinks they just come over .. i had 3 different guys by me a smirnoff ice ... i don't mind the talking to them but i let them know off the top they not getting any lol BTW Marvin is the married guy from last week, i mean c'mon here, not interested, i told him that, friends maybe, anything else nope.
last nite was a close 1. I almost caused a fight in the club. 2 guys - Marvin and the other was just a guy who talked 2 me for the 1st time last nite.
Marvin saw him talking to me, so he came over stood in the middle of us both and was like: y don't u leave this lady alone?, the guy was like: i'm not bothering her, just talking to her, tell him 'm not bothering you. Marvin was like: let him know u dealing with me.
Well at that point it started to look a lil serious there, so i quickly and discreetly paid my tab, made an excuse and told them both my cell had no signal in the club and i needed to get outside to use it, i then called a cab and went home.
That was close, sigh, didn't even have to use my stun gun lol
But what kills me is, i don't ask for any drinks they just come over .. i had 3 different guys by me a smirnoff ice ... i don't mind the talking to them but i let them know off the top they not getting any lol BTW Marvin is the married guy from last week, i mean c'mon here, not interested, i told him that, friends maybe, anything else nope.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
What can you tell me?
Hello Rose...I left another message on "Gator's" voice mail, he doesn't answer his cell phone....I guess I'am dangling the carrot......But what is his deal? Should i not call him, I really want him to call me, as he should......His voice on his machine is a draw to me.....I know i have heard his voice before, just cant place it....Why is it SO familiar ? I could really call his machine all the time just to hear his voice....have to sit on my hands so i wont do that...!!!!!! Ha ..Ha... Oh, and i did add another Dog to my house.....She is a doll baby, and my Big dog just loves her, he is worn out from baby sitting her....They make quite a pair....And i still know that i am getting married this year, and will be moving to his house.....I seem to be vary comfortable with this knowing.....just dont know who he is...!!!!!! Still feel the ring on my finger somedays more than others...Got the Job Promotion to Manager, and everything is going wonderful....I have a great bunch of employees,
..SMB 8-12-64
Oh i also haven't heard from REB 1-20-51 either since March....Whats' he up to ????
..SMB 8-12-64
Oh i also haven't heard from REB 1-20-51 either since March....Whats' he up to ????
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Happy Belated Birthday, Rose!
HI Rose,
Happy belated birthday!! My b-day is coming up on the 5th.
I have a student who is very unmotivated. May is his last month. Not sure if he should stay with me the entire month, that's how bad it's getting--his birthday is 04/04/92 ck. What do you think? I wish I knew what makes him tick so I could help him. Any suggestions?
Just found out my other difficult student has Aspergers. He's very challenging too. Had I known that he was autistic, I wouldn't have taken him. He likes to come to me, but my patience is stretched.
I am trying to use my American miles to fly to LA this summer for my meditation retreat. So far I can't seem to book a flight. Do you see me obtaining a ticket with my miles? If not, where can I find the cheapest flight?
050549
Have a beautiful day,
MA
Happy belated birthday!! My b-day is coming up on the 5th.
I have a student who is very unmotivated. May is his last month. Not sure if he should stay with me the entire month, that's how bad it's getting--his birthday is 04/04/92 ck. What do you think? I wish I knew what makes him tick so I could help him. Any suggestions?
Just found out my other difficult student has Aspergers. He's very challenging too. Had I known that he was autistic, I wouldn't have taken him. He likes to come to me, but my patience is stretched.
I am trying to use my American miles to fly to LA this summer for my meditation retreat. So far I can't seem to book a flight. Do you see me obtaining a ticket with my miles? If not, where can I find the cheapest flight?
050549
Have a beautiful day,
MA
Love and Work
Hi Rose and Happy Belated Birthday!
I'm wondering about 2 things. Things did fizzle out with long distance JM as you said it would, the one I asked about in my last post. Is there a boyfriend here in Los Angeles for me anytime soon?
Also, I'm looking into getting a job as a massage therapist this summer, I hope that 'pans' out well for me. Do you see this happening anytime in June or July?
F.E.L 9/21/82
Thanx a bunch
<3
-F
I'm wondering about 2 things. Things did fizzle out with long distance JM as you said it would, the one I asked about in my last post. Is there a boyfriend here in Los Angeles for me anytime soon?
Also, I'm looking into getting a job as a massage therapist this summer, I hope that 'pans' out well for me. Do you see this happening anytime in June or July?
F.E.L 9/21/82
Thanx a bunch
<3
-F
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