Is this possible?

Hi Rose.....My best friend and I are trying to figure out my lack of relationship/marriage. We both are wondering if i could possibly have a curse on myself..????? Does that sound weird? I am going to be 42 this year in August, and have never married, thought i was going to a couple times, then the whole relationship just vanishes. If i do have a curse, how can someone get rid of it..? What i really want is someone to settle down with , trust, rely on when i need to, most of all to Love and be loved back. The only thing that i think could be going against me is, Im overweight, not extreme. Men flirt and stare at me, but thats it....SMB 8-12-64