Tuesday, April 10, 2007

New Beginnings

WOW... You asked me to start with understanding then compassion then forgiveness will come. I tell ya... that's asking a lot. The fact that I started to feel a tad bit of forgiveness is a miracle! HA HA. Understanding though? Hummm how do you possible understand a man who contributes that sort of violence to society? How do you have compassion for violence? When I think about trying to understand... it makes me feel like I am to blame for his violent nature on that woman because maybe it was me that didn't contribute something to the marriage that's why he did what he did. He told me that if I were to have come to the beach with him none of that incident would have occurred.

Anyway, they are in Florida this week. For a man that complains he is broke all the time he sure does have money to travel. His 16yr old daughter went with them too. Is there anyone else accompanying them on this trip?

Take Care.
Jennifer

1 comment:

Rose said...

Aloha Jenn

We don't have compassion for the violence but for the sickness and hell the perps live in. None of this is your fault, going to the beach with him would not have prevented this, it is his fate/karma. He is in Florida with his children.
Keep praying to understand rather than be understood.
Love vanquishes all evil.
Jesus forgave his executioners, as did Gandhi and Buddha.
love
Rose