Hi Rose,
Your words of "be brave and patient" have been in my head since my phone reading. I found the courage to break up with JAF (Oct 14/75) yesterday. Please tell me that men like him aren't in my cycle. I've noticed that some women date the same sort of men over and over. My past three boyfriends were very different from each other. Perhaps, I'm doing well at learning the lessons from each of them and moving onto something better? God, I hope so. My heart is broken, my eyes are full of tears, and I'm finding it difficult to let go. I trusted him to be the man he claimed to be. How could he lie so easily to me? A disturbing fact for me is that I'm always the one who ends the relationship and it's always around the one year mark. This has happened all three times. Am I too picky? Am I destined to have one year relationships for the rest of my life? You told me at Christmas that I would meet my soul mate when I'm 25. I'm praying that you're right. I'm 24 now. Maybe I could just stay single til he comes along? I'm tired of the revolving door. The buffet isn't fun anymore.
Love Mel
MJS Dec 20/82
1 comment:
Aloha Miss Mel
Try to handle this pain with as much dignity and grace as possible. Poor baby I am very sorry your heart feels broken. Do nuturing fun and loving things for yourself. Take a yoga class, something spiritual and healthy. You are not too picky. You are a very intelligent, beautiful, spiritual and highly evolved woman. The Universe may need some time to find your soulmate but I guarantee he is out there seeking you. When you feel the loss and the loneliness remember your soulmate is going through the same thing. After all, he hasn't found YOU. Staying single is a good idea for now, it is way too soon. You are not giving yourself enough time to introspect and grow internally between men. Simple polite dating, dancing etc is harmless. Keep it simply social. You are picking emotionally unavailable men. You need to look deeply into this. When the buffet is no longer fulfilling it's time to focus on Self. Let God handle it and focus on Mel.
You are so incredibly special, it's their loss not yours. You have not yet dated a man as incredible as you are a woman.
You are so loved my so many! Hang in there baby.
love
Rose
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