Not yet...

No, haven't had the stubborn baby yet. I just had an ultrasound done at 36 weeks which told me the weight. Its kind of good the baby is only teasing me right now because I have my nursing entrance exam on Wednesday, then right after I go for my 38 week OB appointment. However, once my test is over I will be on a mission to have this baby :) . My birthday is this Friday and would love to be holding my baby for my birthday or least the day after.
I know you told me I would get into the nursing program but I am very concerned about this exam. I've been studing for it and I am trying to give it my all but my science and math is not as sharp as it used to be :( . This is the one and only time I asked for my testing accomadations since I have a learning disability (dsylexia) so I hope it makes a difference. Pray for me that I get in and some how pass with flying colors.

Lisa

Another from Detroit

God of Love,
I consciously begin this day with You. Outside, songbirds greet the dawn, reminding me of the sweetness of Your presence. In these quiet moments, I turn my attention to the Love that feeds and fills me. The light comes, driving away the nighttime. What was only shadow a moment ago, takes form in the light. My Beloved, let us walk together into this new day. I offer myself to You completely. Direct my steps and thoughts. May this entire day be blessed by the connection we now share. Thank You.

From Steve in Detroit

Affirmation: I move through my life with an open heart.

Meditation:
Dear God,
Centered in the sanctuary of my soul, I move through life experiences with grace and strength.I choose to let life experiences be what they are, and respond to them only from my expanding consciousness of You.Your spirit gives me the power to discern what I need to about people and circumstances, and to move forward with a faithful and open heart.Thank You, God!
Amen

Thank you Steve
peace
Rose

Quote from Judy B.

"The will of GOD will never place you where the love of GOD cannot PROTECT you."

My Mother

My birthmother (S.T. 6/7/29) died peacefully this afternoon, at approximately 3:00 Central Time. She and I were never close, and I often wished we'd been able to have a true mother-daughter relationship.

Prayers would be appreciated as she passes to the next plane of existence.

Thanks, all.

Kaye

Kathi

Aloha Kathi

Please have your sis-in-law email me at the above address and I will happily send her invitation.

love
~R

Thank you ALL!

To my Precious Gorgeous Goddess Boardies

Thank you all so much for remembering my birthday! And stop apologizing! No one missed it, it's today :) xoxox Rose

Happy Birthday, Rose !!!

Happy ..... errrrrrrrrr ..... 29th birthday, dear Rose!!!

May your special day be filled with bright blessings and love.

Kaye

You were right...

You said that you sensed baby being light-weight and you were right. This is another small baby. Lily was also small but Angie was a decent size.
At 36 weeks baby weighs a little over 5lbs.
I think I am very close but what do I know. I had some bleeding and now baby is very quiet.

Activating the Third Eye

So basically (see description and diagrams below) the 3rd eye can be awakened. When one prays and or meditates the pineal gland is stimulated. Focus your attention, with closed eyes, onto the "space" between your eyebrows. Look there. In the darkenss, remote viewers call it the blackboard, you can see things. If you squeeze your eyes too tightly the images you see will most likely be firings from the optic nerves. So close your eyes gently while your attention and focus are "determined". Practice this and you will increase the time you can stay there.
An expert :) can ask a question and see an answer there.

much love and don't get cross-eyed
~R

Third Eye - Pineal Gland Drawing

The Third Eye - Diagram

The Third Eye - Description

The pineal gland was the last endocrine gland to have its function discovered. Its location deep in the brain seemed to indicate its importance. This combination led to its being a "mystery" gland with myth, superstition and even metaphysical theories surrounding its perceived function. The pineal gland is occasionally associated with the sixth chakra (also called Ajna or the third eye chakra in yoga). It is believed by some to be a dormant organ that can be awakened to enable "telepathic" communication. In the physical body the eye views objects upside down. It sends the image of what it observes to the brain that interprets the image and makes it appear right side-up to us. But the human body has another physical eye whose function has long been recognized by humanity. It is called the 'Third Eye’, which in reality is the Pineal Gland. It is long thought to have mystical powers. Many consider it the Spiritual Third Eye, our Inner Vision.

Hopeful News Boardies!

Hola Chicas :) sorry just got out of Spanish class

I got a call from another television show who is interested on doing an episode on my work. Please help me pray for this to happen if it is in my highest good!

Thanks Lecia and Lisa for the birthday wishes. Kiss that Justin boy for me L

salud, amor y dinero!
Rosita

Message from India # 3

Trevina and Kaye

Aloha Goddesses!

Thank you very much for remembering my birthday! Your thoughtfulness and generosity are appreciated on a very deep level.

Blessings to both of you and to all

love
Rose

Third Eye...

Aloha Rose-
I've been reading with fascination T's posts on the third eye. I am curious to know if it is possible for anyone to develop this capacity to use the third eye? Or is it something that requires great discipline and even perhaps is a gift from God? Well, indeed it is a gift! It seems to be an incredibly powerful experience and I'm sure not anyone can handle such a thing! I know it would totally freak me out!

Peace & light-
Kat

ps-Extra prayers to those involved in the Virginia Tech incident and for our much troubled planet.

third eye

Hi Rose,
how long does it take to open. in 3 diferrent mediatations,3 different figures kiss,blow it open. it still feels close. how does it open?

More from India

From a friend in India

New Beginnings

WOW... You asked me to start with understanding then compassion then forgiveness will come. I tell ya... that's asking a lot. The fact that I started to feel a tad bit of forgiveness is a miracle! HA HA. Understanding though? Hummm how do you possible understand a man who contributes that sort of violence to society? How do you have compassion for violence? When I think about trying to understand... it makes me feel like I am to blame for his violent nature on that woman because maybe it was me that didn't contribute something to the marriage that's why he did what he did. He told me that if I were to have come to the beach with him none of that incident would have occurred.

Anyway, they are in Florida this week. For a man that complains he is broke all the time he sure does have money to travel. His 16yr old daughter went with them too. Is there anyone else accompanying them on this trip?

Take Care.
Jennifer

Still hanging in there

Just wanted to let you know I am still hanging in there. I had some close calls. On Easter I had some very strong contractions but they would come and go. I am sure I am dilated more but probably not too much. I figure I lost the mucous plug at 1-2cms with both the girls and have not lost it yet this time around so I can't be more than 2 cms.
Am supposed to see the dr on Friday but I may call tomorrow and see if they can get me in sooner just in case. Besides my mom and Bobby keep threatening the call the dr "and tell on me" LOL. I just hate to seem like a pain in the butt to the dr.
I am starting to think that I am probably focusing too much on these issues rather than on my husband and maybe ignoring him a bit too much.
I had a very scary depressing dream last night that he died. I cried throughout the dream. I know or at least do not think it means he will die but more that I am just ignoring him too much. Its just that the drinking really drives me nutty. He is getting tried of it though. He just landed a better job where he has the opportunity to make double the amount of money every week. He will also have full benefits now and a 401K! On Wednesday everything will be finalized. Hopefully nothing will go wrong but as of right now it looks really good for him. He also has the opportunity to "prove himself" and get promoted to a store manager where he would make 90K a year. Boy would that be great!!!
Looks like Lily's father is finally going to be out of my life. He claims to have the adoption papers and I am just waiting on him to bring them to me signed and ready to go. He is supposably moving to Arizona and getting married to his current girlfriend.

Happy Easter

Rose,
Happy Easter!
I went to 7 am service,LT(7/17/67) was there ,I had a dream he was there I was wearing dress that I really did wear today. In the dream we spoke to each other. In church today, he and I said nothing to each in church. I do miss him,we have not spoken,emailed,in months. In my dream, he sat next to me,apologized took a flower from my hair, and earring. When I asked him why an earring, he said we were apart so long ,he wanted a part of me. My question is why does his sister (RTF 10/31/74)repeatedly tell me he is moving to Las Vegas? part of me wants him to move,I want to do things at the church we both attend,whenever I feel like doing it ,I do not want to see him there,people know we were friends.
BTW do you still read palms. I swear this morning, while waiting for the bus I saw M,LT in my palm. Later the M looked like an X
Friday at service, I was meditating Mary came to me, kiss my third eye. How long does it take this thing to open? mine seems to take forever.
When I mediatate , hear polynesian words like malama malama etc in hawaiian means to take care of,Samoan sunset, not sure why I hear that
I have not called shamanic lady being thinking about it again.
Love,TAW 5/17/67

more details please

Hi Rose, I posted about wanting a new job,and you responded that i have to empty the rain barrel before i put fresh rain water in....Could you explain more in detail....I cant quit my current job, so i just keep searching whereever i can, and alot of prayers...SMB 8-12-64
The high point in my life currently is i am doing Weight Watchers and have lost 6 lbs in the last two weeks...it is very easy....Sandy

Brave and patient

Hi Rose,
Your words of "be brave and patient" have been in my head since my phone reading. I found the courage to break up with JAF (Oct 14/75) yesterday. Please tell me that men like him aren't in my cycle. I've noticed that some women date the same sort of men over and over. My past three boyfriends were very different from each other. Perhaps, I'm doing well at learning the lessons from each of them and moving onto something better? God, I hope so. My heart is broken, my eyes are full of tears, and I'm finding it difficult to let go. I trusted him to be the man he claimed to be. How could he lie so easily to me? A disturbing fact for me is that I'm always the one who ends the relationship and it's always around the one year mark. This has happened all three times. Am I too picky? Am I destined to have one year relationships for the rest of my life? You told me at Christmas that I would meet my soul mate when I'm 25. I'm praying that you're right. I'm 24 now. Maybe I could just stay single til he comes along? I'm tired of the revolving door. The buffet isn't fun anymore.
Love Mel
MJS Dec 20/82

New Begginings

Thanks Rose. I did get my attorney involved. Its not good when you have to pay an attorney to find out whereyour son is going.

My question is... Do you see my son coming home safe?

Jennifer

Love Offerings

Aloha my Precious Ones

A few have inquired as to where to send any love offerings. Please see my email address in the upper right hand corner. Email me and I will send you my address.

I bless you and thank you for your contiuned trust and support.

Much love,
Rose

Ugh so fustrating!

Looks like the newest member of my family will make his or her appearance in April rather than May.
I have started dilating and baby has dropped but at least I am already 34 weeks so I will probably make it to 36 weeks or very close to that.
I just hope my little one does well and I can take him or her home with me.

New Begginings

Hi Rose, I wanted to ask you something. My husband is taking our son to Florida and he won't tell me where they are going. He said I lost that right to know when I left the home. (He asked me to leave) Anyway, please make me at ease and tell me that my son will return home safe. Please. That is my biggest fear! my son's initials are BLZ 8-8-03. Mine are JMZ (JMD maiden) 1-3-68 and my husbands are SYZ 5-3-59.

New Begginings

My Letter to God. Please Please give me strength to forgive my husband and place peace in my heart instead of hatred. I am working very hard at it!

Jennifer

Is My new job coming soon ?

Hello Rose, I wanted to have a new job by today April 1st., But i am still with the company S & S Express....as manager....I have applied to Family Dollar, they are building a new store in the area.. We both thought that i would employed by someone else by now... Do you have anything you can tell me...I just took my weeks vacation, so that there is nothing that will be keeping me there.....And yes, i had a very relaxing time, I told them that i was leaving the state, so that they wouldnt bother me, but stayed home and painted a couple rooms and just enjoyed the quiet....I go back tomorrow, and i am already stressing out... SMB 8-12-64. Sandy