Thursday, October 19, 2006

Divorcing and Scared

Yeah Yeah Yeah.... Go Ahead and gloat... I will give you that. You know... I settled litterally 10 miles before I got to Richmond, VA. My lawyer said even though he is a rapist won't make him a bad father. I do not see the logic in this but whatever. My attorney is very experienced and I think he know what he is doing.

My ex is threatening foreclosure on the house so I won't see a penny and he is so behind in child support. I am lucky to have this job because it will allow me to afford all these things without his money. I cannot depend on it anyway.

You know, the earthquake never occured to me that you were effected. I wondered why you hadn't been on line. I hope everything is OK. Those types of events leave people very weary and scared of another quake. I couldn't imagine the anxiety.

You mentioned I will meet a man next year... but you said there at "2 Mr. Rights now sooner". I just wanted to know what you meant by that.

My husband still denies the sexual assault and his pleas make me start to believe him, but I need to stay strong and go with my gut feeling. I mean I just cannot make up all this situations in my head. There is evidence on all my accusations. And for closure, I often wonder if any of what he tells me is true. He gave me and STD.. he says I gave it to him... I know I didn't, His secretary says my husband dated her room-mate , he says its untrue... but I found emails showing where they met once for lunch she is now a stripper, when he left me a gew years ago I caught him with a PI at a hotel comingout with a woman, he said she was just a friend and they exchanged pictures in his room.... I never know what to believe.

Have a great day. I am back to the working world and hopfully getting my car fixed today.

Jennifer

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