Good Morning,
It already made me cry. I thought I was over this and a year later its still there. I need closure badly. It would be nice to know why. That's all. Why. Maybe I need some counseling, who knows. But the depression is overtaking me. I need to be a stronger person than that. I know he is bad for me, did I really love this man that much? How can a sane woman love a man that put her through so much strife and anguish. I cannot comprehend. There are few things I liked about him as you said to burn it and say goodbye.....
Anyway, my son is with him and his drug addict daughter for a week. I hope Brandon returns home safe.
Jennifer
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Aloha Jennifer
Closure after a failed marriage sometimes takes years. It may depend on how long you were married. If you are getting depressed you might seriously consider some therapy.The list is not of the things you like about him, about the LOVE. Remember back to the beginning of the relationship, before the strife and anguish. There was a strong love there, you married him and had a child with him, and thought you'd be with him for the rest of your life. Those are the bonds that tie you to him emotionallly and psychologically.
Brandon will return home safely.
I've heard it said that depression is anger turned inward.
I completely understand what you're going through, it happened to me. I am here to tell you that you will recover from this trauma and thrive. You do not walk this alone, your God is holding you up and pushing you forward.
love ~R
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