New Begginings

Hi Rose,

No, I am not in it for hating or for a war. My intentions are for my attorneys to look in the right areas for where the missing money is. I would like to help them so my retainer doesn't get spent. The hatred is gone. I feel sorrow now. But I assume its the process of healing. My sorrow comes from confusion of promised love. I think my confusion stems from , why would this man do all these terrible things to me but have no remorse. Is he really that hateful? I think I am just trying to figure it all out ... but then again... I truly don't believe Sam can really honestly love someone. However, it would be nice to know if indeed he really did love me. I hope and PRAY he loves his son. But I think, my gut tells me, that he is using him as a tool to make me angry. But I wont let it work. Every time he does it I forgive him based on the fact he's crazy and doesn't realize what he is doing. LOL

So, in response to your question for the initials. SYZ 5-3-59 date of Birth. I just need a push in the right direction to where to find the missing funds and who has them.

Thanks Rose for your helpful guidance. I believe I have come a long way since I first started writing you.

Jennifer