Saturday, June 24, 2006

class

Hi Rose i am thinking of taking this class?
THIRD EYE AWAKENING
you think it is good idea
Love,T

What???????

Umm he came to the club with another girl, not even raquel, i heard raquel call the club looking for him prior to him coming there.

What was that all about?

Monday, June 19, 2006

Idiot

Am i just doomed to mess things up and let my anger get the best of me? Lord it was going soooo good, and i messed up.

Just knowing he bad mouthing me and lying just triggered me off, and i can't do nothing it's too far gone.

No, i'm not depressed, just sad that i was soooo close to having what i wanted and only I messed it up.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Kat

I am SO happy you are going back to school! You will do very well. I am very excited to be a collge student and even got a grant! I think I qualified because I'm old LOL

peace and brains a workin'
~R

Awareness beyond thought

Your thoughts and sensations may often dominate your
awareness. Remember, though, that your awareness exists
beyond them.

Even when your thoughts are completely calmed, you are still
very much aware. The thoughts and sensations come and go,
and behind them all is your ever-present awareness.

The thoughts you have are the thoughts you choose to hold.
They are not you.

Although you may have been stuck in a negative, destructive
thought pattern for years or even for decades, you always
have the choice of letting it go. For ultimately, your
thoughts do not create you or define you, and they do not
have to hold you hostage.

When you know that you do not have to think, then you are
free to think whatever you choose. When you experience your
thoughts and sensations as objects flowing through your
awareness, then they no longer have the power to hold you
back.

Your mind is an enormously powerful tool that is yours to
use as you choose. Cultivate awareness beyond your thoughts,
and put all those thoughts to use in a positive, meaningful
way.

Ralph Marston

Monopoly money

Rose,
you worked overtime again. Thursday night, in my dream you interpreted I dream I had for three nights. IN the dream,I was in hospital,LT(7/17/67) wasin the room with me working on website. I turned to him told him to tell my mom and sisters I love them and he& his family holds a special place in my heart,I turned my head away from him,the machines flat-lined. I saw my soul leave my body,and has it was floating up,someone told me to come back it is not my time. I woke up. I told LT this he got scared. Your interpretation was that death was transfoormingy,which I am doing and by telling LT aabout my feeling you scold me that since I do not do it in life, my dreams are doing so.
so this time I sent the molopoly money hopefully you get it soon.
Love,t

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Job Offer

Aloha Rose,

My husband lc sr, 9-16-61, has been referred for a job Oahu. Now, I've previously asked you about us moving to NY. You said you saw us in NY. He really want this job and I do, too; however, I don't want to move so far from my dad along with our financial stability. Will he be offered the job?

Namaste,
Mobet

Saturday, June 10, 2006

stomach issues

Hi Rose,
I went to the drs on friday I have had stomach cramps and pain on my left side since wednesday to the point i had a hard time sleeping. I have never had issue with regularity but since this I have had . The dr gave me antibiotics and magnesium cirtrate to drink I drank one yesterday and another one today. It makes me nausous. I feel pain everywhere,am very tired,and skins feels different. I haad slight fever. Blood tests were taken I am not sure of results. I will see him again Monday
can you help me help him figure out what this is? if iit was my right side, i would think my appendix. but left side i do not know.
Love,T

Can't Stop Singing!

Aloha Boardies my sparklettes of the Divine!

I now truly understand what it means to love thy enemy. I now truly understand what it means to detach with love. Forgiveness IS Divine! I can't stop singing.
With understanding comes compassion and with compassion comes strength.

God = Love

namaste
~R

Friday, June 09, 2006

Lao Tzu


When you are content to be simply yourself and don't compare or compete, everybody will respect you.


-- Lao Tzu

Spiritual Truths

Aloha Boardies

My adversary was very upset that I posted such a negative comment on my blog about her. I admit it was a very unspiritual thing to do. What I need to do is pray for her. We should all pray for her, God knows she needs it.

Love is the most powerful force in the world, probably in the entire Universe. Do I love my adversary?, not yet, but to be at peace and at One with my God I'm working on it.

I love you all
and apolgize for dragging you into the negativity.
~R

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

I need your prayers please

Aloha Boardies

Tomorrow, Wednesday at 10am I will, via telephone conference be in New York court defending myself against Ann Marie Conti. She is the woman that wants my domain name. All I ask is that you pray for me, give me courage, strenght and relieve my fears and anxiety in this matter.

The rest is, as always, up to God.

I love you and thank you
~Rose

Sunday, June 04, 2006

One person at a time

Let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier.


Mother Theresa

Moving

Aloha Rose, Love and blessings to you! Do you see a move to NY for me and my family. dlc 4-22-66. It would be a good move for us to get back on our feet but I really don't want to if I don't have to. I want to be close to my dad even if he doesn't want to come to me, I'll go to him. I really miss him and worry about him. Do you still see circulation problems for him, mh sr. 4-8-37? Namaste, Mobet

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

feeling lost...

and overwhelmed. mostly, because i have no idea where i want to be in this life. i know i want to help others. i feel as if i'm supposed to be doing something "meaningful". not the mundane. am i just being a big baby?

needing direction-
kat
klp 4/8/62

words i always spell wrong

beleive suprised

Your Long Lost Rose Has Returned

Aloha Boardies ! Beautiful Star Lights!

Long time no "see". What have I been up to? Loving my kids and grandchildren, working nurse full time helping addicts, paying bills, volunteering to help recovering addicts, visiting recovering addicts in prison carrying a message of hope (helloooo it's the drugs that got you here!), being a loving girlfriend (cooking!) and sister, registering for school, being a cat mom, being a friend, meditating, praying, smudging, celebrating anniversaries and birthdays, looking at new cars, helping the police catch bad guys, surfing legal problems with the woman who is trying to steal my domain name, typing with sore nails because I haven't found the time to get my nails re-done, measuring the size of my grey roots, doing positive affirmations, canceling travel plans, making travel plans, being a caring soul, a soft touch, and a shoulder to cry on. So who have I left out?? YOU my precious Ones! It has been SO long since I posted. Thanks to those who sent inquiring emails, I am fine just b-u-s-y. I figured to add to all of this I would get a college degree and plan on being the world's oldest woman to get a doctorate. Okay so the non-vegetarian b.f. had to teach me how to make hot dogs but I am a master at pastas and vegetarian dishes. The magic words in my kitchen are "take-out".
So this is what I am doing, happy, joyous and free, sucking the delicious juice out of this berry we call life. Now, on to your questions and comments.
I love you all for your continued encouragement and support.
xoxox ~R

Friday, May 19, 2006

Metaphysical Consultant

Aloha Rose, How are you? I haven't been on the board for quite a while.
1) I'm planning on taking the lsat in september/december? Do you see me taking a prep course during the summer, taking the test in september/december time frame, and scoring well enoughto go to make law school admission (dlc 4-22-66)?
2) My son (msc 2-27-85) and his wife, are having some serious marriage issues, mainly in my opinion, because they really don't know each other. Will his marriage work out? He claims he went to find out what their future holds and was told they would be alright and they would have two more children, one of them being a girl? Will his current family stay in tact? She's told her family so many ugly things, her version of what she want them to know, she's not telling them what her heart wants because her mother runs her thoughts and words. Will they make it?

I pray a safe, blessed and wonderful holiday weekend coming up for you?

Namaste,
Mobet