Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Divorcing and Scared- unsettled

Hi Rose,You asked me for my birth date and initials.My married initials are JMZ date of birth 1-3-68. My Maiden initial are JMDMy sons are BLZ 8-8-03, my soon to be ex husbands are SYZ 5-3-59. We are going to get an emergency hearing soon. My ex has stopped the mortgage payments on our house in August and it will soon go into foreclosure. I feel unsafe lately. I don't know why. Strange dreams and just unsettled. The rental home my ex moved into is a strange arangement I think. He moved October 27th and then gave me the new address. I called the records deptartment at the court house to see maybe if he bought this place he moved too. The place apparently was bought 1 day by a woman named Anne that lives in Massachusetts and her daughter lives in Richmond. The mom is 52 and the daughter is in her 20's. I wonder how he scored this place at all. I am really wondering which woman he is sleeping with or at all. It just amazes me.Thanks for your help. By the way I just planned a vacation for my boss and his children to Hawaii. Kauai as a matter of fact. It looks beautiful!Jennifer

1 comment:

Rose said...

Darling Jennifer

You feel unsafe because your security is threatened. This is normal. It's also normal for it to go into your dreams.
Please remember that security comes from God and the Universe. You are never abandoned and you will thrive.
There really is no security in the world, it's like trying to build a house on quicksand. The Buddhists say the only constant is change. Surf on the Grace and don't be afraid, everything will be all right.
love
Rose