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Check it out ... just messing around with my mom's digital camera waitin for tropical storm noel to come and gO! :-) It's 5:00pm EST, just alot of rain and wind.

6:00pm EST

8pm EST and waiting to watch Ghost Hunters LIVE on Sci-Fi @ 9pm lol I love that show :-) Praying the lights don't cut off until waaaaaaaaay later tonight.

Update: 1/11/07 9:53pm

K it should pass us by tonight ... all go to work tomorrow morning .... we had 1 death in one of our other islands related to the storm. It's still raining and windy, low lying flooding but for the most of it, we made it through. Lights stayed on to my delight. :-)

“Halloween serves to remind us that our shadow side of consciousness is always seeking to be embraced, released and healed. When we laugh at the “scary” images of this holiday, we vent some of our fears about the illusory nature of life, and release our inner tensions.”
~Greg Barrette
Affirmation:
I am set free from fear and all is well.
Meditation:
Dear God, There is no place where You are not fully and actively present; therefore I embrace every experience of life as a potential experience of You. I am healed from within of all fears, which are always based on illusion, and fully express myself as the confident, divine being You created me to be. This holiday gives rise to the occasion of my laughing at any inner ghosts and goblins, thus exposing them to be the figments of my imagination that they truly are. From within my own beingness, I am set free from all fear! Thank You God!

New Begginings

Aloha Rose,

Its very interesting that you say dairy products. He did have an issue when he was a baby and I tried to mix the soy with regular dairy to get his body used to those products. However, lately, in the past couple months he will tell me that when he drinks milk that his stomach hurts. I switched it to lactose free organic milk and he has not had a problem. I don't know how severe it may be, like eliminating cheese (which he really could care less about) or yogurt. His one doctor suggested a blood test to determine the allergies.

Thanks for the good encouragement about the court case. I heard from a friend last night that works at the court house. He said we were the talk of the day, because he says to me " Judge Hicks gave the look to Sam." I said how did you know about the look, he said everyone knows when he does that, and its a good thing for me. My lawyer even commented on that look as well. Funny.

I am glad to hear your fires are under control. Its very saddening whats happening in California. Apparently a minor child admitted to starting one of the fires with matches. Not good at all.

In 10-14 days the Judge will call us back in to give his ruling. I will let you know what happens.

I hope your arm is mending well.

Take care!

Jennifer

Happy Halloween!

Boo Boardies!

Light

u"Seek and reverence the light in the heart of every soul you meet. Remember the light shining in the heart of the simplest earth child; reverence that, and help that light in your brother-sister to shine. So, gradually, the light will spread throughout the world, and the new age of brotherhood will truly dawn"
~White Eagle
Affirmation: I am a light being and I share my light by sharing my love.
Meditation:
Dear God,
You are the Light of the world! As I pause and remember that You have placed that same light within all people, I am filled with peace and a sense of reverence. I intend to live within this light and to recognize the light in everyone I see. Help me open the curtains and raise the shades that might try to block this wondrous light. Illumine my being so that I am a blessing to all.
Thank You.

New Begginings

Aloha Rose,

YOu asked me to send you my sons birth date and initials to see what allergies he has. BLZ 8-8-03.

Had my court hearing yesterday. My my my. What a mess it was. My lawyer proved that Sam lied about depositing the monies from the Aruba Timeshare we own that he says his sister and her husband bought from us. Her eyes were wide open when she heard that he actually received the monies he said was missing. He accused me of taking over 8k, and I didn't take that money. He also had family members come up and testify that I thought he was innocent when he was arrested for rape and convicted of sexual assault. Hes trying to claim the civil suit from the victim is a marital asset. He said , this one is hilarious, that I abused him throughout the marriage and I abused his 17yr old daughter. He even brought in his daughters friend who used to babysit for me, and she testified that she came to our house every night till about 10pm (even during the week when school was in session) and said that I was always drunk and went into rages of hysteria. I am so shocked. I know she is lying. I don't know her middle initial but let me know what your think of her. TV 9-13-90. She just turned 17. Her first name starts with a T and her last name starts with a V. I bet Sam has a romantic interest in her.

Anyway, Sam tried to tell the judge that I was Bipolar. And that I went into rages of severe mental illness and I abused alcohol and that I abused him and his daughter. When my attorney asked what medications I took for my mental illness he couldn't answer and she asked well who was her doctor was he couldn't answer. I have never taken those meds for a mental illness. I feel terrible for those who really suffer from it, it must just be awful.

Anyway, it was just terrible.

I hear there are wild fires in Hawaii now. Whats going on with all these fires?

Jennifer

Boardies - thank Trevina and Kat

Aloha dear warriors of light,

during my recent break, literally and figuratively, Kat and Trevina monitored the board for us.
let's have a round of love and applause for these 2 very special ladies.

thank you darlings!

love
r

Self-Inventory

"Our good nature and endearing qualities will not arouse the answers to our prayers. Rather, it is our mischievous, dishonest attributes that provide the master keys to heaven. When we identify and work to transform our self-centered qualities and crooked characteristics, the key turns and the gates unlock. Blessings and good fortune are now free to rain down upon us."~Yehuda Berg
Affirmation:I am not afraid to look at my self honestly.
Meditation: Dear God, Thank You for the courage to take an honest look at myself. I know that the journey to wholeness is one of rigorous self-honesty. If I uncover attitudes or patterns of behavior that do not serve me, I ask for a miracle and allow You to transform any apparent weakness. I am gentle with myself because I realize that I am a pilgrim on this journey home. Rather then getting caught up in punishing myself,I surrender any defects to You. I place all that I am, strengths and weaknesses, into Your loving hands. May my life radiate with Your light. And so it is.

Childhood Love

Hi Rose,

Just want to know if SCW 11-22-67 is the one that I will be able to build a wonderful relationship with? Am I the only woman he's involved with at this time? I know he loves me and God know I love him always and forever but distance is a factor for us both along with time. I'm willing to work this out as hard and long as needed because I truly want us to work out. I wasn't expecting him to come back into my life but he has and the feelings are strong. He's going through alot but I'm doing my best to be there for him as best I can.

Be blessed! Love you more!!!!

Mobet (dlc 4-22-66)

Stop Whining!

“Forgiveness—of yourself and others--is only possible when you realize that you are a work in progress—but then again, so is everybody else. So stop complaining and start making a contribution to yourself and those around you.”
~Greg Barrette
Forgive, so that you will be forgiven.”~Jesus

Dear God,
Grant me the awareness that can discern between what I need to do and say to handle my responsibilities in this life, and useless, unnecessary complaining. Lift up my spirit and raise my vision to the place where I can understand when I am acting in the best interest of my soul, and when I may be otherwise wallowing in a self-indulgent grumble. Give me the eyes to see how I can make a contribution to Your work in this world. I want to make it a better place.

you are the light

Affirmation:

I am a light of God, shining in this world.

Meditation:

Dear God, You have created me as a unique light in this world. It is my honor and privilege to let that light shine brightly in all that I do. Even if there is no outer acknowledgement of my spiritual activity, I give all of my best efforts to the task before me. You have made me a light to give that light to my world, and I am grateful.

Thank You, God!

New Begginings

Thanks Rose.

Any word on your tape for the show on TNT, I believe? Maybe I can go online and see it.

By the way, My youngest son and his croup issues seem to be issue due to allergies in his sinuses. Apparently when he gets a cold the drainage drips down his throat causing viral inflammation in his airway. However, His wheezing is due to sports induced asthma. Which is controllable. I just want to help him. I am not quiet satisfied with the asthma portion of their diagnoses. Something just doesn't sit well with me. Its like I do not think he has this. He's healthy. I do think he has allergies, and milk seems to bother him a little. I switched to lactose free milk. The organic brand I buy makes this. Maybe you can let me know your thoughts on this.

About court. I feel almost confident about the outcome of the hearing. For the past two days I have woken up pretty early just thinking about divorce, but for the most part I have slept well this past month. I don't want to be overly confident.

My oldest son, Matthew, won another Tae Kwon Do tournament a couple weeks ago. He is so handsome. He is really turning into a nice young man.

November 3rd I go to my visitor training class at the hospital for Ostomy patients. I am so excited. I am thrilled to help people like me feel good about themselves. My youngest son will be with his father for another week of vacation. But his weeks add up to 11 days not 7. He stacks them on top of his weekend. Not very nice. But I have to deal with that for right now.

Take care... I hope you mend very soon.

Jennifer

Jennifer

hmmm no place to comment on your post so here it is.

my prediction stands as is.


peace
rose

New Begginings

Aloha Rose,

I hope your arm is OK. No fun I am sure breaking a bone. I have had my share of surgeries. Crohns disease leaves you destine for that.

Anyway, going for my distribution hearing on Monday. I hope this will go OK. I am very very nervous. Do you have the same feelings on the out come as you did before? jmz 1-3-68 Married
jmd maiden. Just curious.

Pray for those effected in the fires in California!

Jennifer

“You cannot find yourself in the past or future. The only place where you can find yourself is in the Now.”
~Eckhart Tolle

Affirmation: I am focused on the blessings God intends for me today.

Meditation: Dear Heavenly Father Mother God,
I take time today to see, to reflect, and to give thanks for the beauty in all things You have created for us to enjoy. I pray for Your assistance in helping me to recognize that today is a new day. A new day filled with promise. A new day filled with opportunity for new passion and new purpose. A new day filled with Your love. I pledge to serve You today with all my heart and soul. May my actions reflect a loving spirit toward all of Your creations. I am so blessed. I am so grateful. Thank You God.

Job

Aloha Rose,
So I am at a crossroads with my day-job. I have been asked to move to the Ala Moana store. I love where I am at, Windward store. I love the people there and the environment. The new location is busier and an opportunity to work directly with the district manager. So career-wise, it is a great opportunity. I don't think working there will impact my jewelry business much as long as I stay organized.

If I decide to stay at my current location, will my job remain secure? I sort of feel like my back is against the wall here. And need to make a decision by Monday morning. Aaaargh.

Thank you, Rose!

Kathi
(klp 4.8.1962)

dream

Hi Rose,RS (9/1/64) and I had the same dream. I dreamt I was in house with many rooms each room i had to do a task,and after 13 rooms,i went into the last room there wasRS. we hugged i said you won't believe what i just went thrugh. he said "i went through the same thing."we walked outside the house,it was huge.the next day i asked he if he had dream he said yes was in house with many rooms,he walked through them,he was in huge rooms.what does this mean?love,T AW 5/17/67

Prayers needed

Steve from Chicago is the great guy that send me the daily prayers and affirmations.
Today his father passed away. Let's surround him with light and love.

~R