Being Happy...

Aloha Rose and Everyone! It's been a mighty long journey to this point. I finally feel as if things are falling into place. I'm realistic, I know how life can throw curve-balls but I feel ready to take them on without letting me get thrown to far off-balance.

There is still a much longer journey ahead of me, I know. School and growing my business. This year it is about getting my okole back on campus! Even if it's one class. And there are still times where I feel that spiritually and physically that life on Planet Earth is going to beat me down. But coming to this spot you've created for us helps to energize me. T's messages are forever welcome and uplifting.

That photo above was taken on a hike at Pu'u Pia trail above Manoa a couple of weeks ago! Another way I've been receiving some balancing from the Universe. I even went to Pupukea last weekend to take a dip in the ocean. Many years ago, Rose told me that I need to get back into nature. I always knew I should but never found the time. But now I make time!

And also after six years of being single and not dating at all, I've met a very nice person. It's still early. But so far things are going well. He feels like my twin...

Congratulations on finishing up another semester and winning that election! I will see you on campus in the fall, Rose!

Love and light to all-
Kat
(4/8/62)

Feeling Better Than before

Hi Rose,

Just wanted you to know that I'm feeling better than my last post. SO thanks for your suggestion :-) I just have some sort of tummy issue going on (nauseas) but I think it'll go soon.

I was just sitting at my desk this morning getting settled in @ work ... and all of a sudden I got a bit woozy and I felt a like lil pressure in my right ear, and felt like a slightly lower volume but not total loss of hearing in that ear and a dull tone (not ringing but a tone) ... it wasn't pain per say i was feeling but just uncomfortable ... and then it released, and the tone stopped. It's gone... I had this happen to me before but very, very rarely you know?

Girl searchin on the net i get anywhere from alien abduction to psychic warnings to some type of hearing disease. I know you're not a doctor but Any thoughts?

dream

hi Rose,
Last night,I dreamt I was driving. The dream was a week,I would go to breatfast table,and drive an SUV towork. I even saw freeway and change lanes everything.
Intersting dream.
i felt great when I woke up
Love,T

Hard to do..... LOL

Hi Rose,

Hard to pray for that person when there is so much animosity...LOL. I will try though!

Thanks for your last post. I assumed there was someone in his life....the one thing I can truly hope for is that he doesn't hurt her the way he hurt me. If he can remain monogamous, I will be shocked. I do not believe it is in his DNA. What do you think? Our son often mentions a woman they spend time with that has horses. Do you see that too or is the little guy telling me stories? Is she good to my little boy? When we were married, his ex wife thanked me for being in his life because it took the focus off of her by a big percentage. It didn't stop, but it subsided.

I guess there is someone for everyone, huh?

Love you,

Jennifer

Sacred Silence

"We can make conscious contact with God, transcend the limitations of a dichotomous world, and regain the power that is only available to us when we're connected to the Source. This is what I call getting in the gap. It's where we create, manifest, heal, live, and perform at a miraculous level. The gap is the powerful silence we can access through meditation."

~Dr. Wayne W. Dyer quote is taken from: Getting In the Gap


Affirmation
In the silence between my thoughts, I connect with the Source of All.

Finding

"Anyone in a state of seeking can never be happy. Only those who are constantly finding are fulfilled. And finding is not something that happensto us--it is something we do."
~Alan Cohen

Affirmation
I find love wherever I look for it.

Meditation
Dear God, Because You are present everywhere and within all people, we need not seek and search endlessly. Instead of striving and wandering, we turn within through prayer and meditation. We open ourselves to experience Your peace and joy, right here and right now. You are the source of who and what we are. In all that we say and do today, may we bear witness to Your love which fills and fuels us.

Faith and Hope

"In April, we cannot see sunflowers in France, so we might say the sunflowers do not exist. But the local farmers have already planted thousands of seeds, and when they look at the bare hills, they may be able to see the sunflowers already. The sunflowers are there. They lack only the conditions of sun, heat, rain and July. Just because we cannot see them does not mean that they do not exist."


-- Thich Nhat Hanh

Wonders

"Everything has its wonders, even darkness and silence, and I learn whatever state I may be in, therein to be content."

~Helen Keller




Peace and joy are everywhere I am

Happy Mothers Day?

Boardies I missed it! Tuesday (tomorrow) is my last final for the semester, then I'm yours.

I hope all of you had a gorgeous Sunday whether you're a mother or not.

Love you
~R

Happy Mother's Day

To All Moms
Have a great mother's day!!!!!!!!
Take care of yourself.
Lopve,T

Upcoming

Hi Rose ... hope all is going well for you!!! In my prayers always.

I was wondering if anything wonderful would happen for me soon ... career wise or whatever ... I'm still feelin' a lil down about stuff. I'll be 32 Aug. 23 and things aren't together yet for me you know?

Anyhoo, check out the cooking attempt yet again today :-) Bahamian Guava Duff ... the pic a lil blurry though, but it was fun to do. I did a virgin sauce for it and of course as you can see from the bottle of Brandy :-) a fully loaded sauce :-)

Settled

Aloha,

Well, cooler heads prevailed! I was due to go to court on May 1st because my ex was suing for soul custody. I had my stuff wired this time and all the times lines were in order. I held out and was prepared for his battle...until he saw the light (so to speak) and wanted to come to a settlement...after we sent over numerous offers. Rose, you are so right.. he is a selfish selfish man. His only battle is to hurt me. So, Sunday night I picked up my little one and the EX was actually pleasant! Imagine that? My father wonders what he is up to next?

What are your thoughts? SYZ 5-3-59

Jennifer

Happy!

To Higher Power

I have no particular or specific prayer for today.

You are the source of my contentment and happiness.

My only real need is to realize Your will more fully in my life.

I have nothing to worry about for You are always with me.

As I meditate on Your presence I am renewed and strengthened.

Thank You for the sweetness of this life experience. Thank You!

Boardies my Loves

Ladies

I have read all your posts and know what you have written. I beg your patience just a few more days. I am finishing all my papers/exams/projects. Last class is on the 6th and the last final is May 12th.

I was just elected the President of the Alpha Lambda Gamma chapter of Phi Theta Kappa at Leeward C.C. I didn't even campaign or run for office! This is what I'm talking about when you leave everything up to your Higher Power.

Trevina ~ Lingle will not have her way and your job is secure.
Lecia ~ please do not give up on your radio dreams. Think outside the box, go about it a different way. The world is what we think it is.

I apologize (again dar nit!) for not paying enough attention to you. I will make it up to you.
Much love, ~R

Here I am

I am a miracle performing Divine Vessel.

Father, Mother God,
This day I offer myself to you in my totality. Releasing my self judgment, I surrender all that I am with an open heart.
What I see in me as imperfect becomes perfect in your hands.
All is sacred in your eyes and so I trust your trust in me.
Make of me a divine vessel for your miracles of healing, prosperity and divine order this day.
I am willing to bring heaven to earth right now! Take me and use me just as I am.

and so it is!

Job

Heya Rose!!!

I'm still trying to find another job ... it's obvious that the Radio Stations are not interested in me ... i tried ... time to let it go now.

I need another job badly ... living home here is still stressful and I feel gotten worse, it's just too controlling ... my mom is disappointed in me ... my dad the same ... i hate it here honestly.

Do you see any ... ANY opportunities comin' my way or feel a direction I should send my resume? ... I know you said hotels before .. however alot of our hotels/motels have been doing massive layoffs and aren't hiring like that. My credentials may not be too appealing because I don't have any college degrees or anything ... and I know that what makes or breaks ya these days.

I feel stuck honestly. As for my new website ... i'm still not sure which direction I wanna take it yet ... maybe an extension of my other one.

Hi Rose. Email me at MrsPena2005@aol.com. I want to mail a donation, pictures, and questions but want to make sure your address is the same first.

What does this mean?

Aloha, Rose ~~~

In the past week or so, I've run across the number 315 (or 3:15) several times, along with a reference to the date March 15th (3/15) on a TV show I was watching.

March 15th was Taylor's birthdate.

The first unexpected run-in actually happened in late January, when I was in Virginia for Taylor's memorial service, and was given room 315 at my hotel. I was completely unnerved by this coincidence (?), and didn't have another 315 sighting for about three months.

And then a few days ago, on my drive home from work, right after seeing a "315," I noticed that an outdoor digital clock was showing the time 2:22. (I mention this because of sites I've seen, like http://1111angels.net/.)

It seems to be happening more than on just a random basis, but I'm not sure I'm ready to accept that it's something more.

But if it IS something more -- what? And what do I do about it?

Any thoughts or insights?

P&L --


Kaye